Passion Series: Christine Tolhurst

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This is post is part of a weekly feature called the Passion Series…enjoy!

“It is amazing what undercover talents and abilities we have we when believe in ourselves.”

This quote comes from Christine Tolhurst, on her blog Saved by Grace. It reminds me of that age-old Ghandi quote,

Men often become what they believe themselves to be. If I believe I cannot do something, it makes me incapable of doing it. But when I believe I can, then I acquire the ability to do it, even if I didn’t have it in the beginning.”

Blogging helped Christine believe in herself. I chose to feature her tonight because I am sucker for people whose lives have improved through blogging (as you can tell). It touches my heart.

In her interview, she talks about how blogging gave her the confidence to get back into the workforce, and overcome mental illness. Mental illness! That’s amazing. And looking at her blog, you can tell she loves it. She’s got everything neat and organized, and a classy design to boot. Here’s what she had to say.

Has blogging helped you in any emotional or creative way? 

Blogging has been an amazing journey of self discovery for me. I suffer from mental illness and I am on disability. Up until I started blogging, I had always believed I was a failure and would stay that way. I never believed in myself or my talents and abilities. I don’t remember the exact reason I started blogging, but I do remember how great it felt to get my words out there, and start a journey to being productive. I have now been blogging for almost a year and a half. Pretty good for someone who seemed to always fail and give up on herself!

Not only has blogging made me realize I am a good writer, but it has also helped me focus, make goals, stick to goals, and push through, even when it gets hard. In fact, I hadn’t held a job in over 5 years until 3 months ago (outside of blogging of course!) and blogging gave me the confidence to jump back into working part time.  I knew that if I could stick with my writing, I could and was capable of so much more. It may seem silly, but blogging really opened me up as a person, writer, and even a friend. I learned I am capable, I am, not as useless as I once thought and I am worth it!

Has blogging daily/weekly helped you achieve any personal goals?

Blogging daily has helped me feel like I have a reason to get out of bed. I have a purpose and a skill to share with the world! It has helped create structure in my life as well as gain confidence in my abilities and skills. For someone like me, who suffers from mental illness, it creates the structure I need to succeed. It has been an amazing journey and I am so alive now that I have found a passion and purpose. In fact, the structure I have gained from blogging not only forces me to push on, but forces me to learn about myself and the world around me in a whole new way I never thought possible.

Does the ritual of daily/weekly blogging give you motivation to pursue things you are passionate about?

Daily blogging has made me finally do what I love and get started on those projects we all want to do, but never seem to have time for. I have learned that there is time, and all I have to do is make it.

I love featuring passionate bloggers like Christine. Every Wednesday I am able to step in someone else’s shoes, hear a new story, and learn how the sheer act of writing daily has given bloggers all over the country something to look forward to, and be passionate about.

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This is post is part of a series on bloggers who have found direction or passion through blogging. If you would like to be featured in the Passion Series, please email me with responses to the above questions, and share your passions. Thanks!

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My New ‘Art’ Section

(Photo credit: Stasia Burrington)

If I could compare the blunt force tedium and frustration of the last two hours to anything comprehensible in this generation, it would be something like trying to upload a new profile picture to Facebook, except every time you hit ‘upload’, it gave you a blank page with a big, fat, red X. Worse. It would be like a big, fat, red X in your profile photo area, your cover photo area, AND all over the areas in your feed meant to display pictures.

What I’m trying to say is I made a new “Art” section for you to enjoy (one of the black buttons at the top of the page), and it took me two hours to figure out how to get it to display right.

I cried when it finally worked. Lord Jesus, we’re talking grand scale frustration. All I wanted to do was make the pictures in this new Art section overlay across the page when you clicked to view them. It’s called ‘Lightboxing’. I won’t get into the amount of times I tried to adjust plugin settings or the number of YouTube tutorials I watched, but lets just say perseverance and I have reached new heights.

But now, ladies and gents, I can go into the details of this new category. It’s called “Art”, but it might as well be called “Love”, because that’s what it was made out of. All of the art featured in the new Art section will be a combination of my pictures, writing, and art (the trifecta of love, where this lady is concerned). There’s not too much professional looking design involved yet, but it’s more just a chance for me to express myself visually in a way that I’ve been meaning to do for some time. I can’t be afraid to produce something that’s not ‘awesome’ or ‘professional’ looking, and I’m not ashamed to admit that’s what usually holds me back.

I don’t want to die knowing that I had ideas for my pictures, writing, and art, but never threw them together for fear of them coming out like crap. Life is bullshit when you’re afraid to show the world some beautiful thing you’ve created, for fear that it won’t be liked. Of course it won’t be liked, but you didn’t create it so people would like it in the first place, did you? You create things (writing, art, videos) to get ‘it’ out, whatever ‘it’ is. Or at least that’s why I create them. And even though I’m still trying to figure out what ‘it’ is, in the meantime, I’m getting ‘it’ out in a healthy fucking way.

The pieces currently in the Art section of the blog are just things I threw together a couple nights ago that made me happy, and I wanted to share them with you. Eventually I do want to learn Adobe Illustrator, get better at expressing myself through digital illustration, and, later down the line, maybe even sell some of the prints to anyone interested in bizarre writing and bright colors. This new Art section is also a baby step towards something I want to do in the long term as well, so you can rest assured it is keeping me firmly on the path, and forever on the quest. Let me know what you think, or if you have any cool suggestions!

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I Made A Happy Video

What qualifies as a ‘happy’ thing is subjective, but over the past few weeks I’ve compiled a few of the sweeter moments in my life and put them together in one single happy video. It took a really long time. I also found out that my song choice was under 2 minutes, so I had to cut a few things out, but that simply means there will be a ‘happy’ sequel.

I’ve found that I love collecting little tid bits from my life and compiling them as a whole. That’s what this video series is. There are far too many video files stored on my computer, filled with vacations, drunken slurs, acts of randomness, animals, and beauty, to not share them with the world. And if I can put them together in a funky cool way, why not?

I hope you enjoy it, and life as well :)

 

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